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Monday, October 31, 2005

Happy Halloween & Samhain...I hope everyone's day was great well the Halloween party happened tonight let me explain to you why it happend Emma comes to me the other day and is like well the party is still on cause his WIFE is coming home and she messed up his plans to go out...I'm like wait he is married and your mad at his wife for coming home oh gimme a break...Your kidding me your ex husband cheated on you and here you are messing around with a married man doing the same thing with him that the chick your husband left you for did to you....she says this is differnt he says she doesn't understand him and she is always either working or doing stuff with the kids...And this shit he is telling you is probably ths same shit your ex told the chick he cheated with......Well if he isn't happy why not get a divorce......and she says well he said he is only staying for the kids well the damn kids are 15 & 17 ummmm i'm thinking at those ages they know about divorce..so I figure whatever it's her life i'm just tired of hearing her gripe about it...I have enough things going on in my life I really don't have time to worry about hers expecially when she doesn't seem to care herself....Thats it for now see you in my posts

//Rae-N-Washington struck at 10:33 PM\\

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Liars,Dummies & Idiots...I swear people never seace to amaze me.....I kinda irratated this evening I have one serious pet peeve and its people who always start planning for things and then at the last minute they blow it off...I'm speaking of one person inperticular there is a lady in my apt complex I will call Emma ok at the beginning of the month a few neighbors got together and were talking about doing something for halloween for the kids around here now mind you she was the one who came up with the idea and was asking people to help so she has been asking everyone to do this do that and everything under the sun she has sent out papers telling the kids about it and everything so the kids are all excited and everything....So the bitch comes to me today and say ummmm Rae can I talk to you about something...I'm like sure so she says there maybe a problem with the party...I was invited to a halloween party by a guy at work and I was thinking of going but its the same day as the party here what do you think I should do...I'm sitting here thinking your fucking kidding me right...SO I tell her well this party was YOUR idea YOU asked all of us to help YOU got all these kids especially YOURS excited and now your like well I might cancel it cause some guy asked you to a party and you wanna know how I feel well Emma if you think of dissapointning all these kids over a man then your seriously fucked up and that is how I feel and then she was like ok and left I swear if she cancels this party and I ever see her I might beat the hell outta her so that was my day in a nutshell

//Rae-N-Washington struck at 11:31 PM\\

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Its been awhile since I blogged here lol its getting kinda hectic to blog here and @ Yahoo 360 so I blog here for people who cant read my yahoo 360 one if anyone wants it let me know and ill pass it on to you...I have found something that has sparked an interest in me....Scrapbooking LOL I put some books on hold at the library....I got a Digital camera for X-Mas last year and I have barely used it lol so I need to start taking pictures....But FYI I suck at taking picutres so thank godness its digital LOL.....I got this scrapbooking catalog in the mail the other day and damn near had a fit they got some nice things in there lol....We need to buy a dock to print our pictures out on as opposed to having to go somewhere and have them printed out for us....Hmmmm well what else is new well tomorrow I start trying to lose weight instead of typing it all again ill just copy and paste cause its too much to write...Well last night/this morning when I went to bed I laid there and couldn't sleep...so I began thinking about things and I came to a startling revelation I am now 26 and if I want to live to be 28 I need to lose some weight....I'm a bbw and I'm going to be one for the rest of my life I have no problem being one..,I'm not losing weight for vanity I'm doing it for my health if I could be the size I am now and not have back issues and other health issues that are keeping me from living my life the way I want to which includes being able to walk ........

I'm gonna throw a lil story in here I have been utterly pissed for what will be two years in December my back begin hurting it started hurting my last year in Vegas...When I lived in Las Vegas I walked all over the place didn't care where it was I walked the strip just for fun and all that was taken away from me one night when I went to bed I woke up the next morning nothing different I went to get the mail and noticed a lil pain in my back but never thought anything about it so I came here to Wa in October and I could walk just fine.......It wasn't until December that the pain had gotten worse and started going down my leg and numbing both my lower back and right leg......So pretty much overnight I lost my ability to walk the doctors say it could have been the way I slept or something its funny you never know how much you take something for granted until you can't do it as well as you used to be able to But anyways back to my revelation......

I figured I would start my highway to healthy eating Sunday new week new start but you know what is really odd I actually feel like I can do this which I'm guessing will fade as the cravings for food I can't have kick in....I know this is gonna be the one of if not the hardest thing that I am ever going to have to do but if I want to live I need to do it and be serious about it I don't need to do this for anyone but myself.....I figure I'll be grouchy and a bitch for awhile after the major headache wears off from no caffeine I am going to stop drinking soda all together that includes diet so from now on its only water(YUCKY),tea,juice and crystal light(which I actually like)....I am going to have to seriously cute down on my sugar intake and things like that....I am going to try to sick to sugar-free and fat-free....I do drink but not very often so that will be my one treat every now and them but it will be in moderation...I talked to my doctor today when I went to see her and she recommended a nutritionist for me to see so I am going to take this one day at a time I know its not gonna be an overnight success but I'm gonna try.....So that is my revelation if anyone has any tips or ideas to help feel free to email them to me or drop me a comment I welcome all help....Thanx

//Rae-N-Washington struck at 11:19 PM\\

Friday, October 14, 2005

Waiting To Exhale LOL........Ok I just had to blog about this the other day of tv I was watching Waiting to Exhale which I have seen before....I swear that movie cracks me up and I know it wasn't made to be a comedy....It just shows that some women aren't smart in the situations that they get themselves into only two women in the movie weren't too bright.....If you are gonna get involved with a married man you can't honestly get mad at him when he cancels dates and things like that with you because HELLO...he has a WIFE.....I don't care no matter how many times he says I love you and I will eventually leave my wife....Just think of it as if he leaves her for you what is to keep him from leaving you for someone else ??????....Now before anyone tries to get mean and nasty and send me hate mail I have been on the end of dating a married man.....Its not something that I'm proud of but yes it was something I did durning my not so bright younger years....so i'm not up on my high horse or anything i'm speaking from experience...Now if you don't know that he is married then yes you have a right to get mad cause you were being lied to....But I can honestly say I never wanted them to leave their wives for me....My theory on that is if you are gonna leave your wife then we can stop seeing one another while you are getting a divorce and then you can get back together and i'm guessing if you were to ever say that to a married man his first words would be "What you don't believe me"....And i'm not saying only men cheat on their wives cause yes I personally know if one women who cheated on her husband and funny thing is I never though she would well when everyone found out everyone was surprised because her previous husband had done it to her....but its usually the people you would never guess I suppose ....Well that's all I have to say on the topic of married man and the women who love them lol...If you have any comments please feel free to share

//Rae-N-Washington struck at 4:40 PM\\

Friday, October 07, 2005

Sleeping Alot or Sleeping A Little......This has been me at least for the past 2 or 3 months either I can's sleep more then 2 or 3 hours or I can sleep the whole day and night away and god I dread going to the doctor to tell her about it cause who knows what she will say or do.....Well I got a call from the office anyways telling me that my medication was in and I can come pick it up so I'll make an appt while i'm there my luck she will be booked up for awhile cause she just came back from maternity leave.....Its just pretty much a route check up on my blood preassure she will probably have a fit cause it probably wont be that much difference casue I haven't been taking my meds so i'm guessing not much has changed somethimes I forget and it slips my mind god I hate taking pills.....But I will eventually get a system down so that I can remember to take them damn things......I am thinking about going to see a nutritionist also I need to do something I'd like to start losing weight I just gotta figure what to do about my back and my leg so I can get back to walking....I'll eventually talk to the doc about that too.....I really need to start doing something while i'm younger and have the ability to do this so who knows but when I eventually figure it out of course if will be plastered here lol.....

//Rae-N-Washington struck at 6:13 AM\\